I look happy, I look just perfect to you.
But underneath these words are lies, frustration; and want.
Yeah. Sometimes my thoughts might seem absolute, or substantial even, if you might. These words might seem big to you. But the things that have propelled these thoughts into my mind have only caused me to break down.
Behind them, is weakness.
There’s so many emotions behind the words that no one will ever see. No matter how hard I think of words to try to explain them. No matter what words I form that don’t makes sense, I am weak. This paragraph is weak.
My thoughts runs in circles again and again until I’m just too mentally tired and have no other choice but to escape the reality of life. I sleep.
And sometimes, it’s that one dream I have that gives me hope to want to wake up and face reality again.
So yeah. Dear lethargy, hear me out.
Love,
Rachel.
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